Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Abstract Nº1

Sometimes I just don't have time to take some minutes to write the blog text, sometimes just don't have the time to work in one image resemblance through GA, and just keep one old abstract image "just in case to fill space" :-) Tough luck, this is one of those opportunities: "Abstract Nº1".
I prefer working with a symbol, with a meaning in the background, with some structure that can evocate a moment at least, so that the image can become a tiny talisman against everyday's burdens; without any of it, images are less artistic, so less evocative, so less valuable, as I see it... but, well, sometimes life gets in the middle, more knowing that this is made in my spare time. :-)
Pixelization comes from image size reduction.
Cheers.

Monday, May 28, 2007

Bull gore

One bravery symbol, bull-fighting, and giving it sort of cubist style, was too much to let it pass without a try, so I tried "Bull gore". You are in the matador's place, the bull won, the guy is in pain, poor matador. :-)



A reading from my teenage years: Hemingway in Death in the Afternoon, faced bull fighting as an art. From the perspective of esthetic pleasure provided by the crash of the bravery or nobility of the bull, and the killing skill of the matador.

About the matador's and the aficionado's life/death dicotomy, he wrote:
He must have a spiritual enjoyment of the moment of killing. Killing cleanly and in a way which gives you esthetic pleasure and pride has always been one of the greatest enjoyments of a part of the human race. [...] One of its greatest pleasures, aside from the purely aesthetic ones, such as wing shooting, and the ones of pride, such as difficult game stalking, [...] is the feeling of rebellion against death which comes from its administering. Once you accept the rule of death, thou shalt not kill is an easily and a naturally obeyed commandment. But when a man is still in rebellion against death, he has pleasure in taking to himself one of the Godlike attributes: that of giving it. This is one of the most profound feelings in those men who enjoy killing.
Ernest Hemingway, Death in the Afternoon, Chap. 19.
The man had its issues...

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Dawn on the road

One simple one, no complex textures simulated, "Dawn on the road".

According to that apparent collage style, many things may be found following this road. Lot of hopes seems to be attached to this new dawn.

Cheers.


Saturday, May 26, 2007

Earth, Water, Fire and Air

Gnome, Nymph, Salamander and Sylph. This is "Earth, Water, Fire and Air".



While fighting with brushstrokes effects through pure genetic algorithms, I wanted to represent the four elements, how? was the first question, four side wheel? flowing matter?
Well, four elements represent the very basics of our personalities, as I see it, its combinations made us attractive or unappealing, with no rule, no reason interposed, I find the best in women, in many ways, but I've been influenced for long by a feminist mother, so I'd be biased. ;-)
The salamander, strong and surviving the unbearable environments, and the sylph, as lightly substantial and pure as air naturally is, are the ones in my mind since my childhood readings. Air, so good is breathing, I tracked sylphs during the worst years of my lung problems as a child.

In the image I liked the simple mix of brushstrokes and fluent computer-generated colours in four tones. So I let it live instead of erasing it, which was the first idea.

To each of the four roots, or elements, into which the Greeks divided all matter, a particular spirit was later made to correspond.
Paracelsus, the sixteenth-century Swiss alchemist and physician, gave them their names: the Gnomes of earth, the Nymphs of water, the Salamanders of fire, and the Sylphs, or Sylphides, of air. All of these words come from the Greek. The French philologist Littre traced the etymology of "sylph" to the Celtic languages, but it seems quite unlikely that Paracelsus, who gave us the name, knew anything about those tongues.
No one any longer believes in the Sylphs, but the word is used as a trivial compliment applied to a slender young woman. Sylphs occupy an intermediate place between super natural and natural beings; Romantic poets and the ballet have not neglected them.
J.L.Borges, The Book of the imaginary beings.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Flower on the sky rocks



I've been a little bit off the blog. Well.

What, something for women?
OK, let's start with the manly-boring part :-) in the last two weeks I was working in one genotype to achieve a combination of stone, little paint strokes and soft petals, the pain was, it took three hours to render, and reduced to 1280x1280 weights more than 3.5 Mb compressed in png, so was a hell of a work evolving this image, the recursion pattern is very noticeable, I couldn't work a more complex genetic algorithm without killing the hardware.

The idea was to do some tribute to the influence and power of women, from my perspective.
I thought in a flower, as women seem to be, over cold mountain rocks, as life and problems seems to be, some paint strokes over the rocks in not an easy natural colour (just to let clear men are there to ruin things many times) and some "moonlight" over the mountain, for solitude representation, if possible. Didn't wanted to explain it, just, well, I really forced the hardware this time! That included the brain. :-)

"Flower on the sky rocks", yeah, like women on this life.
Cheers.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Pyrausta

This symbol, image and post is dedicated, if you didn't got an e-mail telling you that you are the one over who's dedicated, then, you are not that person. :-)

I was a happy child (but you know childhood ends, just to give Marillion a good Album), a happy child with access to books, knowledge, encyclopedias (and computers), a lot of symbols to explore, and a way of replacing dreams of traveling with some (non physical) activity :-)
In one encyclopedia of mythology, (and in one beautiful, very recommended book by J.L.Borges -The Book of the Imaginary Beings, again, complete here-, and in the Natural History by Pliny the Elder, here) I've found my favourite when I was a child: the pyrausta (also called pyrallis, pyragones), latin word for πυραύστης in ancient greek, a truly real butterfly which lives in the fire and dies if it leaves it; passionate being, in truth, in beauty, in goodness; sort of the antipodal point of me?, much more decadent... not sure. I believe this one killed Monster Acheron, by the way. :-)
It is something like a fire sparkle, but for the ulterior unbelievers. ;-)



That element, also, which is so destructive to matter, produces certain animals; for in the copper-smelting furnaces of Cyprus, in the very midst of the fire, there is to be seen flying about a four-footed animal with wings, the size of a large fly: this creature is called the "pyrallis", and by some the "pyrausta". So long as it remains in the fire it will live, but if it comes out and flies a little distance from it, it will instantly die.
Pliny the Elder, The Natural History, Book XI, Chap. 42.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Monster aqueron

If you have children, or you like cross-reference readings, The Book of the Imaginary Beings by J. L. Borges is a must-have (that linked electronic version in english has extraordinary illustrations my worn-out original in spanish doesn't have). Was the book that pushed the pleasure of reading into me when was a child, all those references to ten thousand other authors and books is a universe to follow, one star to another; Borges always have that.

Now... is this giant monster dead? Someone knew? Only one person saw it... think I know that person.




Only one person, one time, ever saw the monster Acheron; this took place in the twelfth century in the Irish town of Cork.

The original version of the story, written in Gaelic, is now lost, but a Benedictine monk from Regensburg (Ratisbon) translated it into Latin, and from this translation the tale passed into a number of languages, among them Swedish and Spanish. Of the Latin version there are some fifty-odd manuscripts extant, agreeing in all the essentials.
Visfo Tundali (Tundal's Vision) is the story's name, and it has been considered one of the sources of Dante's poem. Let us begin with the word "Acheron." In the tenth book of the Odyssey it is one of the rivers of hell, flowing somewhere on the western borders of the inhabited world. Its name is reechoed in the Aeneid, in Lucan's Pharsatia, and in Ovid's Metamorphoses. Dante engraves it in a line: Su la trista riviera d'Acheronte ("On the sad shores of the Acheron") .
In one myth, Acheron is a Titan sutfering punishment; in another, dating earlier, he is placed close to the South Pole, below the constellations of the antipodes. The Etruscans had "books of fate" that taught divination and "books of Acheron" that taught the ways of the soul after bodily death. In time, Acheron came to stand for hell. Tundal was an Irish gentleman, well-mannered and brave, but of hardly irreproachable habits. He once fell ill while at the home of a lady friend, and for three days and nights was taken for dead, except for a bit of warmth in his heart. When he recovered his senses, he told that his guardian angel had shown him the lands beyond this world. Of the many wonders he saw, the one which interests us here is the monster Acheron. He is bigger than any mountain. His eyes flame and his mouth is so large that nine thousand persons could fit in it. Two damned men, like pillars or atlantes, prop it open; one stands on his feet, the other on his head. Three throats lead inside and belch undying fire. From deep in the beast's belly comes the continuous wailing of the countless lost souls who are being devoured. Devils tell Tundal that the monster is called Acheron. His guardian angel deserts him, and Tundal is swept inside with the others. There he finds himself in the midst of tears, darkness, gnashing teeth, fire, unbearable burning, icy cold, dogs, bears, lions, and snakes. In this legend, hell is a beast with other beasts inside it. In 1758, Emanuel Swedenborg wrote: "It has not been granted me to perceive Hell's general shape, but I have been told that in the same way that Heaven has a human shape, Hell has the shape of a devil."
J.L.Borges, The Book of the imaginary beings.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Amebas

Just to fill empty space. (?) I call it amebas but may be called abstract Nº 1 too... some little amebas might fill out this whole space...

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Trimmed skies





One of my two jobs is as computer-science teacher, I choose that, in a poor zone at one high school here in town, very close to a garbage-dump. They burn the garbage regularly. With the smoke it goes away the health of the whole neighborhood, the elder, the boys, children. Past year healthy students of mine, are dead this year, some other didn't assist any more; we wait the phone to ring at any time... cancer, asthma, leucemia, murder, drugs.
I have to give the boys and girls rest in front of the monitors, their eyes are afflicted with the daily smoke, where pathological waste bags are burned too.
When I leave the high school, the sky looks dangerous, and cut out in pieces of different colours of smoke... dangerous.

The sky, generally is a symbol of future, as a community or group mostly, but personal too; we have those uses very often in tango poetry (the lyrics were written by poets, very commonly).

I prefer this translation to the image name in spanish: "Trimmed skies", by some slight double sense, like in the budget trims.

Friday, May 18, 2007

In the cave of the spider

Yet another debt to fractal artists, although is a GA image, this looks historically old ugly-fractalish in shape to my mind: "In the cave of the spider".





The concept of the sickness unto death must be understood, however, in a peculiar sense. Literally it means a sickness the end and outcome of which is death. Thus one speaks of a mortal sickness as synonymous with a sickness unto death. In this sense despair cannot be called the sickness unto death. But in the Christian understanding of it death itself is a transition unto life In view of this, there is from the Christian standpoint no earthly, bodily sickness unto death. For death is doubtless the last phase of the sickness, but death is not the last thing. If in the strictest sense we are to speak of a sickness unto death, it must be one in which the last thing is death, and death the last thing. And this precisely is despair.

Yet in another and still more definite sense despair is the sickness unto death. It is indeed very far from being true that, literally understood, one dies of this sickness, or that this sickness ends with bodily death. On the contrary, the torment of despair is precisely this, not to be able to die. So it has much in common with the situation of the moribund when he lies and struggles with death, and cannot die. So to be sick unto death is, not to be able to die -- yet not as though there were hope of life; no the hopelessness in this case is that even the last hope, death, is not available. When death is the greatest danger, one hopes for life; but when one becomes acquainted with an even more dreadful danger, one hopes for death. So when the danger is so great that death has become one's hope, despair is the disconsolateness of not being able to die.

It is in this last sense that despair is the sickness unto death, this agonizing contradiction, this sickness in the self, everlastingly to die, to die and yet not to die, to die the death. For dying means that it is all over, but dying the death means to live to experience death; and if for a single instant this experience is possible, it is tantamount to experiencing it forever.
Søren Kierkegaard, "The Sickness Unto Death".

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