Thursday, June 28, 2007

Self-portrait



Strange, ugly, pretentious image as the name of the blog, self-mocking though, and not funny really, but one day thought "how should look a self-portrait make from ground zero with IGA's". This wasn't the best result but the most simple one. I saw one figurative self with sunglasses there :-P

Bertrand Russell will surely improve this self-praising post:

Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the desire for love, the search for knowledge, and great sadness at the suffering of mankind. These passions, like great winds, have sent me from one task to another, over a deep ocean of sadness, to the very edge of despair.
I have sought love, first, because it brings ecstasy — a pleasure so great that I would often have sacrificed all the rest of life for a few hours of this joy. I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness —that terrible loneliness that exists in the absence of love. I have sought it, finally, because in love I have seen a small part of the vision of heaven that saints and poets have imagined. This is what I sought, and though it might seem too good for human life, this is what — at last — I have found.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of men. I have wished to know why the stars shine. And I have tried to understand the mysteries of mathematics. A little of this, but not much, I have achieved.
Love and knowledge, so far as they were possible, led upward toward the heavens. But always great sadness brought me back to earth. Sounds of cries of pain fill my heart. Children in famine, victims being tortured, helpless old people a heavy burden to their sons, and the whole world of loneliness, poverty, and pain make human life less than it should be. I want to lessen the suffering of mankind, but I cannot, and I too suffer.
This has been my life. I have found it worth living, and would gladly live it again if the chance were offered me.
Bertrand Russell, "The Autobiography of Bertrand Russell", Prologue.

4 comments:

Oliviah said...

I like this image. It is hypnotic. I was looking at it and the longer I stared, the more it would seem that the pieces were moving. Fun.

runnerfrog said...

You are hypnotic! :-) Thanks for visiting Oliviah.

Anonymous said...

Thse are the only kind of self-portraits possible, as far as I'm concerned, in this barbaric-modern age.

runnerfrog said...

Yeah, well. And I have more versions in similar spirit, just to annoy. :-)

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